feelings

Ok then woo this is my second blog im quite chuffed...
this next blog isnt just about my feelings but i hope i hope i hit the nail on the head when i write thisand that weve all felt like this at some point in our lifes unfortuantly...

this is a feeling that you get when there is somone in your life you [b]cannot[/b] get...
:(
this is a real feeling that cannot be tamed or controled and it will make you feel the size of a dot. i know people who have felt this feeling it mulitply's in to a huge depression and it pains to see your closest friends have this feeling hope you will never have it... unfortunatly i have and some of my friends have to...
how to discribe it...
' its like a maze and every conner you turn is a dead end and no matter how rich, popular, sucsessful.. you are you cant escape or buy your way out'
WHY?!
you spend all the time you have in the world asking your self the same question...
'why can she/he love me back like i love them'
its somthing that we would ask quite frequently and will never get the awnser too.. its like the quest where you search for the impossable and you want out...
the worst part...
you though you have hit the worst of them not loving you back but then it hits you even harder its like you about to get hit by a car but the car turns in to a bus...im talking about seeing that person with another person, you feel suicid'll and just wanna be left alone
the lucky ones...
but this blog doesnt aply to all people no becuase most people fall in love with the ones they want and get the 50% back they deserve, or some people manage to tell the person they loves feeling and then a relationship emerges because of this...
'i though i had done that, but in all honisty im getting fooled'....

i hope you enjoyed that blog...!