right ok
ive come to the conclusion that ive hit a little problem in my life,

ive been planing for like 3 years now to move to america to get a free start at life and anyone is welcome to join me but like if i move to america after college which is soon im afraid im going to lose the biggest infulence of my life with is my friends : its not a very happy thing to think about their with me like 24/7 and i wish they'd all come with me to escape this sh*t hole but =/

ahh well i guess this could be the last real year im with them =

i hope not (yn)

:)

i havnt bloged in a while now :

does this mean that i have ran out of feelings?

..

"there was a time when he was in her name to"